Thursday, August 30, 2007

Priority vs Importance.

Used to not like these big words. I still dont like them now. They come with too much responsibility that i wouldnt want to shoulder.

i just want to escape and not think bout it anymore. too tired to carry on, if we are never going to talk about it. i guess i can just live in self-denial. sigh. but somehow...things just cant be left hanging.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

The furthest distance in the world...

yes, still at home. from tmr on, i'll get to office by 9am so that i will not be a nua-sai.
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one of my favs - the furthest distance in the world.

The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when i stand in front of you
Yet you don't know that I love you

The furthest distance in the world
Is not when i stand in font of you
Yet you can't see my love
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
Yet cannot be togehter

The furthest distance in the world
Is not being apart while being in love
But when plainly can not resist the yearning
Yet pretending you have never been in my heart

  世界上最遥远的距离
  不是生与死
  而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
  世界上最遥远的距离
  不是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
  而是明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
  世界上最遥远的距离
  不是明明知道彼此相爱 却不能在一起
  而是明明无法抵挡这股想念 却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
  
  世界上最遥远的距离
  不是明明无法抵挡这股想念 ****
  却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
  而是用自己冷漠的心 对爱你的人 掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠
  
see, im not all that practical, i still have a bit of romantic in me. just a bit. =)

anyway, found a new beach holidays destination, courtesy of ian. check it out, we have to book the whole island one yeah! damn cool. =)

anyway, it's pretty much booked until dec. can we go next year?

Ramblings...

the reasom why i can blog at this hour is that the rain is simply too heavy for me to travel to office. yeah i know it's crappy. BUT i can leh. hahaha.

was at katong area yesterday and took some random pics. pretty much enjoyed the 'scenery' of shophouses and all..old streets..nice! especially like the first one. smiles. i is artistic!





was at ikea tampines as well, wanted to take a pic of the many trolleys arranged in a couple of rows and of cos, i didnt in the end la. wonder why huh. haha. and i realized, after reading BM's blog that she was there as well! Damn, wish i could have bumped into her. Chang asked so what if i met her on the streets? Take a pic?

I guess so yah. Hee, she's my no. 1 leh.

ever wonder why i can take so many pics these days? hee, cos i have a 2gb memory in my O2!

my latest play. courtesy of the coffee house at the new building opp Amara. ha, kelvin just commented it's super ugly.

in case u guys still cant figure what's that, it's an egg yolk la. the half-boiled type.

woohoo, drey's going to tokyo tonight. so happening! i wanna go overseas too! somewhere near and preferably a 2d 1n event. and that pretty much left me with batam and batam. but yc says we cant go, cos bali's got bird flu??? three lines right? dont ask me where's the link, go figure with yc. ha yc, u should check out the locations of these islands yeah, then u'll know we cant stay in singapore too. the birds just got to fly a bit more to reach us. grin.

yay, im still at home and it's 1118am already. tell me i need to work and earn money when u guys see me online!

looking forward to wala on fri! it's been ages since i last went with the guys...

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Ratatouille.



It's finally here! Somehow, i guess the wait has been too long.

Caught the show yesterday. Hee, 4 popcorns!!! the show is funny and pretty heart-warming as well! Lucky that i'm not a movie critic cos i'm a total goner in this. haha.

And i fell alseep during part of show, dammit. Not that the show's boring, i was just super tired. And i had to doze off at the part where everyone was laughing their heads off. But i think i know what was screening la, cos my eyes did catch a glimpse before the eyelids decided to rest. haha.

Sidetrack, the cinema at tiong bahru plaza is damn smelly can! there's a sour-ish smell, like something had turned bad and rotten..and the place was quite dirty and all as well (perhaps due to the previous crowd). fyi la.

Love languages...

Found a link to a love language quiz which help you to realize your deepest need for emotional love, the one thing he/she do that will score damn a lot of points yah.

Score Love Language
8 Words of Affirmation
11 Quality Time
2 Receiving of Gifts
6 Acts of Service
3 Physical Touch

How to interpret?
The 2 highest score are your primary and secondary language yeah and the highest possible score for any language is 12.

I remembered a friend asked me about this many many months ago. Many many months later, the answer's still the same - quality time. And now. i've even got the scores and all. ha.

Maybe this is where the problem lies?

My emotions can pretty much be illustrated by the happenings to the stock market recently. Plunging, fluctuations, and all time low. haha.

And i've decided to channel all my energy to my WORK! I shall be more committed to my work and earn my bucks. income has been dropping like shit, all the kukus newbies producing more than me and all. i dont want to lose and i cannot lose! personal life in a mess too. at least my dad and mum are still nice about things and my 2 brothers are still tolerating my nonsense. anyway, my little (ok, not so little) brother is going overseas for some NS training for A MONTH (i'm gonna miss him), the other brother just left for Gentings with his girl early this morning. Hoho, and at least my friends cum supper khakis are still on and happening!

Life's still good and i'm moving on. woohoo. =)

ps: my bet is yc will be the 1st to do the quiz and blog about it. haha.

Friday, August 24, 2007

LS again.

is it something that i've eaten? i dont know yeah. however, i do highly suspect it's the cheezels. haha.

drinking some baileys while typing this entry, feels good. who says drinking alone is boring? i feel that it's quite serene and all yeah. pretty much at ease with myself. =)
i is quite happpy today cos i did my manicure! hee, i still want my pedicure! toe nails are super cui and all already.

went for some retail therapy with grace too. contented. =)

sidetrack, feel that i've disturbed the couple too much. i is a BIG lightbulb! and yc, all your fault la, dont want to accompany me! hee.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

thoughts

Can't sleep.

A lot of things running through my mind now yeah. but it all boils down to one and i dont know what to do about it. When i dont really think of it, i thought i can just let go and be nonchalant. When I finally do, i realize that it aint easy. not at all. and tears just keep flowing, streaming, whatever...

i need a break, break from work, from the city and everything else. And no, i dont want any kit-kats.

it's amazing how i can entertain other people while at the same time, tearing and all. pretty amazed by what i can do. perhaps, that's how all salesperson are?

Monday, August 20, 2007

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Didnt exactly have a good day and was pretty upset and lost.

Dont ask me why, cos i wont want to repeat the story again. If you really have to know, ask chang. Sorry dude, haha. =)

Wanted to blog about the fireworks initially, hee but except for NICE! NICE! NICE! WAH! WAH! WAH!,i've nothing much to comment bout the show. haha, let my pheewy brain thinks for a while...THE JAM!

i went out at 730pm and yesh, i drove. Guess where the jam started? RIGHT AFTER I ENTER INTO AYE from corporation!!! And i was practically travelling at 40km/hr all the way until i've decided to exit lower delta and go to the esplanade either by shenton or chinatown. I went by shenton cos the traffic looks heavy over at chinatown. Then, i saw the amazing and not-moving jam on ECP while driving along cantonment. Just as i was congratuating myself on the good choice made, i began to regret cos the traffic at shenton is sama sama. the lights were green but the cars werent moving. it was already 820 when i reached M Hotel. =( by then, i was fucking pissed off.

and zw kept calling with the intention to entertain and lighten my mood for the nice fireworks later on. let me enlighten u guys, dont ever call me when im driving and in a fucking pissed off mood! u'll get hell from me la. that's no matter how good ur intention is. sorry, hee.

anyway, i reckoned walking is the best way to get to esplanade during a jam, so i parked my car inside the building opposite lau pa sat and RAN over to esplanade (time: 840pm). by then, zw has already reached the entrance (he walked from bugis to esplanade). and not to mention the crowds all the way from one raffles quay to the bloody far esplanade. my journey from lau pa sat to esplanade is filled with vulgarities, sweat and digust. was scolding and cursing at practically everything i see..about why the place is so crowded, why do those that have no tickets come and watch, commenting that they should have stayed home to fuck and watch tv and stuff like that. And zw was trying his best to console me over the phone. hahah. come to think of it, it was quite funny. When i reached the seating area at 905pm, zw and i panted all the way up to our seats @ row 57! faints. luckily, like GV, the show didnt start on time, it started around 920pm. so i is heng! =)

the fireworks on fri was the spanish's display..very arty-farty. hee. and it was only on that day i knew that fireworks display are judged not only by the fanciful fireworks and also the synchronization of the music to the 'explosions'. grin. =)

thanks dear for the tics!

anyway, i saw the china's one on my lao ban niang's lappie today. VERY NICE!!! More colours, more patterns. whahah.

note: my vocab is only limited to nice.

Friday, August 17, 2007

一人一半

haven't caught the show yet. just that a friend sent me the supposedly theme song "一人一半" yesterday.

very nice. and catchy.



已经找到爱,为和要离开.

so i'll go and catch the movie 881. support local productions...think keet will definitely like this show, cos there's his fav getai and hokkien songs! miss this dude, but as i've told chang. no one misses keet as much as he does.

friendship. smile. =)

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sidetrack, why am i at home? cos i hug the toilet too much...sulks.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

hoegaarden & i...

read too many of keet's entries bout' sipping beer...

finally, my hoegarden & i...offered another bottle to my brother who was studying in the room. i is a happening sister! grin. and yeah, finally got down to put the kilkenny inside the fridge...yet, i've been hugging the toilet today. not sure what's wrong though. =) diarrhoea & hoegarden?

hope it doesnt equate to more shit...

hasnt been feeling good the whole of today, it's just not my day!

1326...

im at PS. and i'm sick of mcdees mcnuggets already. bleah!

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

my office

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okie, some pics of my office. took them while i was telemarketing last sat. =)

my cozy corner


fav chocolate container! a gift from zw.
so far, the perfect size is m&m, plain.


hee, disney box to store all my leads.


my stickers!!!

and my PEELING ARMs!


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sunday dinner with baby @ phin restaurant along liang seah.
great ambience, good presentation.


the appetitiser, looks good!...taste wise, nono.


steak is yummilicious! so is the pasta.

our conclusion: fab steak but there's ROOM for improvement for the shells & seafood, and of cos, the ice lemon tea. grin.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Ramblings...

body lotion is my current all-time favourite, cos i have to bring it everywhere. yesh bra, im peeling and it's shitty. thought i wasnt burnt (i insist cos there wasnt pain), i still peel. ha, and indeed, the dead skin looks so much like the takopachi flakes...hahaha. if that's what it is called.

back to body lotion i'm currently using the 'Love Spell' frangrace from Victoria Secret Garden collection. hee, thanks to my bro's gf who gave me the miniature bottle, so conveniently bringing it around...some says the fragrance is enchanting, one told me i smell like a bubble gum...personally, i sometimes feel like a nice-smelling ladies aka toilet. hahhaha. sometimes. still, i ordered a bigger bottle...

something i did today & i feel pretty proud about it..

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i like to play with my food. a bad habit. hee.

check out the below buys...


guess where they're bought from? i mean which Metro???

bet no one knows, cos they came from TAMPINES!!! and do u guys know where am i staying at? JURONG!!! So what makes my mum travel all the way down from jurong?

Cos it's the last day of the closing down sale for Century Sqaure Metro yeah. my mum just had to get some sheets cos all of my aunts went to see see look look already.

hee.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Happy Birthday Singapore!

Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you!
Happy Birthday to Singapore!
Happy Birthday to you!

I love to watch National Day Parade! Especially the march-in of the contingents..super high. haha.
Actually, i'm watching the parade as im typing this entry. Watching the uncasing ceremony for the flag-bearers.

So shuai! All the no. 1s. Damn, i just have a thing for uniforms.

How i wish i'm at the parade this year, cos it's the first time Singapore held her birthday @ marina bay. Super envious of chang & gracie. =)

Even if i have the ticket, zw will not go with me. =( saddened.

What i miss about national day? The songs-singing session!!! missed the school days when we sing all the famous songs on 8th Aug. So i did my own version yesterday and commanded zw to list out the songs and i'll sing for him. whahahah.

Arhhh!!!!

March-in now.

going to fix my eyes on the uniforms. grin. erhmmm, not yet, cos the G.O.H. arent in yet.

talking bout national day parade, i've only participated once in 1997 for the opening cos' of band. and it's pretty cool to particiapate in it. national pride. whahaha.

ok, here come my heroes.

ciao.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

1.41am

yesh, im still here at cck mac, still dressed in my office wear & heels, still waiting...

think he's going to sell everything that the company offers...& my bladder is so going to burst..but no one's looking after my stuff. sweats.

so bored that i've decided to blog again. something that i've always wanted to buy but havent really put in effort to...tomorrow, i will do it.


i was a big-time zoukette. since i've embarked on this career, think i only went twice, once last yr's july & once this yr july. nxt wed is a good time but confirm damn crowded.

st james is a pretty good alternative. quite like it there. =)

my bladder's yelling for help. gonna pack up and pee.

my obssession...

yes, i think i've an obsession...with buying shoes...

bought another pair today. lucky. cos i nearly bought 4..it's with extreme discipline that i rejected 2 of the 4. i didnt look good in the red one i so wanted to buy. it's either too cramp or too loose, too bad they didnt have 1/2 sizes for that design. boo.

the lacy one.
*PICTURE to be posted when i'm home*

i've consistently been buying shoes since june. not that i've got hundreds of them, but the thought of buying 8 pairs of shoes + 2 jelly + 2 slippers over 2 months sound scary. in fact, i've bought a total of 12-13 pairs of shoes since start of the year. not a very mean feat but still feel that it's pretty absurd, since i've only 2 legs. has already cultivated, yes cultivated, a habit of buying a pair of shoes each month to pamper myself and it's until recently, i just buy 2-3 of them at a go. flips.

one consolation is i dont go for expensive ones. haha, will be damn broke otherwise.

i DONT WANNA spend anymore money! i'm not going to buy anymore shoes this month. period. *keeps my finger cross*

And im sick of packing my shoes corner. they just wont fall into place neatly. i need a larger corner.

sidetrack a bit, saw my colleague's coach wedges (correct spelling?) today, damn jude. bet it's expensive. it's simply amazing how peeps can spend so much money on a pair of shoes that u wear to step on mud, spits, urine and shit. i wonder why? perhaps, they walk much lesser? or they walk places without the above mentioned?

saw one of the managers GP watch today, $19k, big time tai-tai. when is it my turn?

it's 1.07am now. and im still inside CCK mac waiting for zw. he's still with his client, closing cases. and im so going to get fat, fAT, FAT! cos i just finished a mcnugget meal, not the happy meal, it's the main meal. hee. bored of waiting.

hope he closes case like that everyday. so that i can be a tai-tai soon. hee.