ramblings...

dont know. uncertainties. emptiness. nuahness. slacking big time. loserish. sian. bored. fat. messy. tangled. red.

He...

is who i long to see everyday...
is who i long to hear everyday...
is who i long to meet everyday...

He is none other than him, 杨宗纬. unlike of me being so 'into' chinese songs and all yeah, but it's amazing how this guy can sing. the emotions and all. honestly, i'm indeed very moved by his voice. chang, dont 'despise' me!!! haha, go click onto the youtube and listen yeah.



you might have differing opinions, but i truly truly truly like to watch him very much. ask me about his youtube videos, i might have watched almost all of them cos i watch him every night. haha.

though some peeps might criticise that he's not handsome and all, my view: he's presentable and not too bad la.

this is by far the mush-iest post that i've written and even though i've decided to publish it, im pretty hesitant. anytime i remove this entry, you will know that i've decided to go back ontrack again. haha.

inconsiderate commuter(s)

bumped into one this morning. things he did to earn him the no. 1 incosiderate commuter of 14th nov 2007 were (i) to open his legs so wide that he had 'eaten into' MY space. (ii) worse, not sensitive at all to adjust his sitting position even though i threw him multiple dirty looks. wanted to tell him off and all but being a typical singaporean, of cos i didnt. no balls to. (iii) speaking continously and loudly in a language i didnt understand. obviously we are of different races yeah. the speed that he's splutting at is zoooooommm....yes, very loud and clear cos im just beside him and it was only 840am! hey there, i and in fact, everyone in our cabin who had a seat was trying to catch some beauty sleep yeah (iv) and it was as if he couldnt survive the trip not talking to anyone, he called another person once he ended a conversation with one. i counted at least 3, not sure if he managed to get the 4th one. (v) the lady beside me was obviously not very happy with me cos i had to press my thigh against hers, not that it was within my control. in the end, both of us crossed our legs thru the ride. screwed up, cos my right leg went numb after a while and it was super uncomfy.

glad that i alighted at tanjong pagar, boos that he didnt scram off the train earlier as i had expected. for all the reasons above, hmph, i dont like them!!! not that im a superb person or what, just personal preferences la.

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something interesting...
wonder what's that lyin' on the ground beside the number 9?


it's this!!! tissue papers!



haha, we were helping jimmy reserve the only parking lot left. and since we're in cbd, we ought to do it the cbd way!

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wanted to blog about this a few weeks back. the level of committment of young fans...
this was taken at 1030am.


they came only at 4pm.


check out the age range of their fans. hahaha. see the brown bag, she's an auntie la! =)


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food of the day!!! yummilicious
apple crumble from mr. bean cafe @ selegie.

ramblings of a sick girl...

i is sick. aches, heavy head, fever, sore throoat, blocked nose. yucks. the headache makes me wanna cry.

anyway, i is very sweet today. attracted 2 creepy crawlies while traveling. first, an ant and then a millipede. the millipede nearly scared the hell out of me though. was on the bus when i felt it crawling against my skin; managed to brush it off without using my other hand and it landed on the middle of the pathway for passengers to walk yah. amazing how little creatures like crawlies survive in this big human world. it took me about 10 stops to travel from bugis to tanjong pagar and the milli-crawlie nearly survived the whole trip wthout anyone stepping on it!

sweet things that make me feel blessed.
1. daddy calling in the day to ask how i was feeling and said he prepared chicken soup.

2. baby helps to dry my hair while im already half-concuss early noon. went back to his place to rest after the morning activity. cant remember much except him drying my hair, cos he insisted i should bathe after we were in the rain for a while in the morning. cant really recall what time he left his place too. i continued to sleep while he went for appts.

3. found a box of ferrero rochers when i returned home, courtesy of my little brother! cos he saw my msn nick. really sweet of him. =)

yc and chang, i remember you guys offering me some rochers too! thanks! =)

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tired, went back to roadshow model for consencutive 4 days last week. hence, havent been blogging. im tired and stressed. can feel the competitiveness in the environment, can feel the unwilling synchronization between my mind and myself. i miss the serenity in my life. seems like i'm left with little options. with what i have, i dont pray for more time, i just want to work harder.

i hope i can do it.

woke up to a sunny late morning, didnt really sleep well yesterday. only managed to knock out at bout 7am...was turning and tossing before that. lots of things on my mind these days, mostly bout work and my addiction calls on me again, more frequent than before, especially when it's pouring. love the rainy season, that's me. it just washes away everything. everything, everything and everything. and the button resets. but yet it's the same rainy season that makes me feel exceptionally vulnerable and weak. yes, im being emotional again.

once again, i'm caught in between.