2014

it has been a while.

i have been deliberating if I should be back at this lil' corner of mine for the past few months and a few considerations come to mind, ie. what if I'm inconsistent again? should i really pen down my thoughts? how will i get through the postings? should i start from where i left off? do i need a concept? and other thoughts of all sorts.

however, a home alone opportunity leads me back to this space and naturally, i'm here typing again. there are so many events and much happenings to update, where should I start?

for many many reasons, 2014 has been a slow and fast year for me and words simply cannot aptly describe what i have been through the year thus far. it isn't exactly an eventful year but the emotions that i have been through had been greater than any other year nor a few years combined. 

i believe i was in depression for a few months and it has been pretty tough getting out of it; though i wonder if i will ever forget about it, that episode has ended with a tiny black dot. moving on, i guess being tested positive in early mid of this year inevitably made my heart let go of the previous episode and ta-dah! i'm already beyond 30+weeks preggy now!

time really flies, from the miserable counting-days-to-days fist trimester (thanks but no thanks to my terrible morning sickness) to the time-whizzes-past second trimester (honeymoon period indeed!) and finally in my third and final trimester for baby tan. the journey has been pretty amazing especially now that we can feel more and more actions/kicks from baby tan, he seems to understand what daddy and mummy are telling him or when we are 'playing' with him. :)

we are really looking forward to 2015 and celebrating the arrival of our first born! speaking of which, 2014 is almost coming to a close with today begins the 1st day of december. are you counting down to christmas already?